I was a total slut in my early 20s but now I’m starting to think I wasn’t enough of a slut
Something in between lust and like caused a spark once, but hasn’t been rekindled. And now he is leaving indefinitely on a grand adventure. What are ya gonna do.
Oh well. Its probably for the best. If I find myself interested in someone it usually means its a fruitless endeavor. Chase after something that could bloom into something real? Yea, right. I tend to savor the moments as they come and go, without thinking about the bigger picture